We are all trying to wonder our way around this big world, that seems to be beating us up on a daily basis. It seems we find a new diversion each day, and at the end of the day, we try to figure out why we spent most, or at least a large part of that day on what we felt was that important. then, at the end of that time, most of us, I think, wish we could have that time back to do something other then what we spent the day on. May it be work, a co worker that is making our days harder then they have to be. It may be a spouse, sitting at home while you are out making a living, and you wonder if that person is worth all you do and give. It may be some one on the news, like Casey Anthony, whom we all know killed that angel, Caylee. To a person so low, that you think of a way to eliminate that person, even though you have never even considered it before. But during all of these thoughts, and actions we do each day, we still end it with regrets.
I have started to think about this long and hard, and have made a choice to not waste any more of my short time on this earth on things that I can not change, things that stress me, things that can harm me on a daily basis. I am working hard on focusing on the things that make me feel good, things I enjoy and things that I love. My husband, the love of my life, spent a whole week in the hospital, and I was so lonely each night, and was so worried about him. It also got me thinking about how much he means to me, and how fast the ones you love can and in most cases, are gone. He had a heart attack two years ago, and we almost lost him. That was the hardest thing I have ever endured. The waiting, the hoping, the wishing him better. Thanks to the Dr.’s he is doing great now. But when he was in the hospital last week, all that fear came back, and got me to thinking, what have we done in the 2 years since he almost died? If I lost him today, what have I got to hold on too? His memory, his love for me. That is a given, but what else? What else will I have to carry on? What does he have of me? If I go before him? I have decided it is time to make each day something special, and different. Less time worrying about stupid things. Less time wasted on issues that I can ot change, or that make me crazy. Life is really short. It is time for me to live every day, like it may be my last, or some one I love, last. When the time comes for me to leave this earth, it will be with no regrets.
I hope that each of you can take a little away with you that read this, and live each day with passion, love and complete freedom. Do not take any thing for granted. Live with no regrets. Leave no one regretting what might of been. Love it, live it, do it.